And once you feel responsible, it’s hard to ever put that down.
So we did what people who care tend to do.
We tried to fix everything.
Be there for everyone.
Get every conversation right.
From the outside, it looked like leadership.
Inside, it felt like noise.
Another decision.
Another fire to put out.
Over time, something subtle happened.
We became the center of gravity.
The person people waited for.
The one who absorbed the tension so others didn’t have to.
Not because we wanted control —
but because we didn’t want things to fall apart.
And yes, it was exhausting.
Because leadership had quietly turned into being always on.